It was summer of 2002.
I knew I wouldn’t stay in my hometown and indeed, even with the economic
difficulties resulting from the 9/11 terrorist attacks I had gotten a job offer
in a tiny little town north of Seattle. I had never been there, didn’t know
anyone and really didn’t have a great idea of what I was getting in to… but it
was right. So just over fifteen years
ago, I packed up my car in my mom’s driveway with everything I owned and headed
west into the next right thing with a little faith and a little fear and a
whole lot of hope and trust and excitement and anticipation.
Fast forward fifteen years, and I find myself doing exactly
the same thing. I’m packing up my [rental] car in my mom’s driveway with
everything I own, this time heading east to a city I’ve never been to, where I
don’t know but a couple people and I don’t have a great idea of what I’m
getting in to… but this time I have a little more faith and a little less fear
and a whole lot of hope and trust and excitement and anticipation.
How on earth did I get to be so incredibly blessed??
The last few months have been absolutely everything I hoped
and needed. France was filled with
hiking and exploring and resting and reading and writing my thesis and enjoying
a pause in the chaos of transition. The
last week I’ve been with family in Minnesota, with lots of time at the lake,
quite possibly my most favorite place in the world. I’ve got about a dozen half-written blog
posts, thoughts about transition, about living in America again, about saying
goodbye and saying hello and adventures and wrestlings and wonderings and dreams... I’ll
get to them sometime soon.
But for now, I find myself saying once again until next time to my family and my hometown;
this place I’ve never wanted to move back to but always love to visit. It’s eerily reminiscent of my first move
fifteen years ago; I’ve leaped into the great unknown many, many times since
then and thankfully I can say it does get easier. I’ll be driving to Chicago tomorrow and will
visit a friend I haven’t seen in over eight years; after lunch with a friend in
Cleveland and a stop in Niagara Falls I’ll get to the Boston area next weekend
and will have a week to settle in, take care of business, find my way around
and figure out how things work before starting my new job at Harvard Medical School.
Thank you, dear ones, for being a part of my journey. Until
next time…
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