I've slept, I've eaten well, I've hiked and run and went for a bike ride and walked and shopped and explored and relaxed.
What a gift this is, the gift of time; time to take a breath, to drink in the beauty of mountains and green and songbirds and church bells in the distance. It's different this time, for the first time in many years I have been able to truly relax, with no work to be concerned with, no programs to plan or problems to solve or conference calls to plan around. I've only got my thesis to write, which is really and truly enjoyable, not stressful for me at all, and I'm way ahead of where most students are just ten weeks in.
But I'm also not one to waste my time; I want every moment to be intentional, on purpose. Sometimes that purpose is to sleep just a little bit longer. Sometimes that purpose is to bless others, like taking the time to mow the lawn. Sometimes it's physical fitness, sometimes it's intentional stillness, listening, feeling, breathing, living. Sometimes it's kicking back and reading a book that's not a school book. Sometimes it's working on my thesis. It's all important. I don't want to get to the end of my time here and wonder where it went. But I do want to bless and to be blessed, to breathe and embrace all the goodness I possibly can. What a gift this is.
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